The Confession by Jessie Burton
My Rating: #####/5
Goodreads Rating: 4.09/5
Published September 24th, 2019
“Rose Simmons is seeking answers about her mother, who disappeared when she was a baby. Having learned that the last person to see her was Constance Holden, a reclusive novelist who withdrew from public life at the peak of her fame, Rose is drawn to the door of Connie’s imposing house in search of a confession . . .” – Goodreads
I was gifted a copy of The Confession by Pan Macmillan SA. This is an unpaid review.
At one point in your life; if you haven’t already, you will read a book that steals your heart, breaks into a million pieces and leaves you broken. This is not that book. This book is the opposite of that. The Confession rips your heart out of your chest, shatters it, leaves you aching and in anguish and then slowly and lovingly puts it back together. Jessie Burton uses Rose Simmons and Constance Holden to wrap their arms around you while you cry for their pain, comforts you with their confessions and helps you put your heart back together whilst piecing together their journeys into a story so beautiful it leaves you breathless.
• Child abandonment
“I don’t tell people about the yearning. The wonder. I tell them, You can’t miss what you never had!”
Rose has always wanted to know about her mother, but her dad has never wanted to talk about Elise. As a little girl, Rose made up stories about her mother; who Elise was, where she came from, why she left… or how Elise died. But as an adult, having grown up without a mother leaves you incomplete. Having grown not knowing one single thing about your mother, leaves you completely incomplete. Rose is unhappy, lost and with no sense of self-awareness – it’s heartbreaking.
“Self-consciousness in a woman’s life is a plague of locusts!”
On a trip visiting her father, he finally provides some information about Elise. A woman named Constance Holden. As Rose tries to contact Constance to find out about her mother, her world is upended most unexpectedly. Who is Constance Holden? Does she have any answers? Does she still have contact with Elise?
“In both books, Holden seemed preoccupied with mothers and daughters, love, the nature and conditions of emotional punishments, and missed opportunity.”
This book is dazzlingly written; it’s like picking up a piece of poetry and seeing each anapest clearly and feeling the rhythm of each verse in your soul – without anyone having to explain it to you. Burton takes what she describes in her quote above about emotional punishment and missed opportunities and crafts a story of self-discovery and redemption. But it’s not for the faint of heart. If you loved books like The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid and Me Before You by Jojo Moyes, you will adore this powerful novel about secrets, story-telling, motherhood, and friendships.